I miss you.
Life is too short for us to carry this on.
I wish we could be friends.
A) Too much cream cheese on your bagel.
B) Not setting your alarm and being late for work.
C) Pooping after taking a shower.
D) Running into an ex.
lol trick question - ALL OF THE ABOVE. LOL WTF?!?!?!
… still couldn’t bring myself to clean my apartment.
Instead, I hung out with Josh and Wynter at work. It was really nice. I love them both very much. Josh is so quarky and funny. Not a lot of people ‘get’ him, but I do, and I’m so thankful to have him in my life. And there are not enough words to explain how much I love Wynter. It’s so rare to find such a strong and independent woman like her. I haven’t had a lot of women in my life that I look up to and I can honestly say I wouldn’t know where I’d be without her. She has been such an incredible support and friend to me. I only hope to be half the friend she has been to me.
Even though our jobs are …. well … lol not so fun sometimes … I’m so happy to be in it with them.
I have a photo shoot tomorrow. I’m focusing more on work now.
I want to start coming up with an idea a day.
Haha we’ll see if that actually happens.
<3 sweet dreams who ever you are reading.
… want to thank Anonymous for your note.
I’ve printed it and posted it in front of my computer at work so I won’t forget the truth and kindness you shared.
Going to Apotheke to celebrate Billie Holiday’s birthday! Hopefully I don’t miss my 9am client call lol. Wish me luck <3
Today was hard. Really hard.
It’s settling in. It’s becoming evident. I am no longer able to deny.
I’ve lost someone very important to me.
I’ve been holding it in, and now it’s slowly coming out.
I’m letting go.
Before I always thought letting go felt like a breathe of fresh air. This feels like I’m being hit by a bus. I’m crushed under the tire and there’s no moving me.
I know it’s for the best, but … something’s holding me back. Something is suffocating me.
I’ve been through much worse than this in the past. I’m much stronger than this. I know it.
I think my soul just needs to be sad for a moment. Enjoy the hurt. Enjoy it because soon I will never hurt again. Soon happiness will find me again and it will never let me down like this ever again.