TODAY I ...
This is all about life.
My life.
A growing up process in letters I'll probably regret writing later.

I choose to share.
You choose to read.
Also, my thoughts posted and/or reposted here are my very own.

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Today I …

Soooooober love :) we are orange this season #thatssoviking

Soooooober love :) we are orange this season #thatssoviking

@tuukkakoski and his #badass team

@tuukkakoski and his #badass team

It’s been a month without you.

I miss you. 

Life is too short for us to carry this on. 

I wish we could be friends. 

#supermoon #newbeginnings :)

#supermoon #newbeginnings :)

Best way to cure a hangover #hiking with my buds @cbrown035 and @edkishinevsky #samspoint  (at sam&#8217;s point reserve)

Best way to cure a hangover #hiking with my buds @cbrown035 and @edkishinevsky #samspoint (at sam’s point reserve)

What’s worse?

A) Too much cream cheese on your bagel. 

B) Not setting your alarm and being late for work. 

C) Pooping after taking a shower. 

D) Running into an ex. 

lol trick question - ALL OF THE ABOVE. LOL WTF?!?!?! 

#tbt #mymomrocks

#tbt #mymomrocks

Hanging out with amazing Frenchmen all day. Not a bad day at work. :) #dying

Hanging out with amazing Frenchmen all day. Not a bad day at work. :) #dying

Today I …

… still couldn’t bring myself to clean my apartment. 

Instead, I hung out with Josh and Wynter at work. It was really nice. I love them both very much. Josh is so quarky and funny. Not a lot of people ‘get’ him, but I do, and I’m so thankful to have him in my life. And there are not enough words to explain how much I love Wynter. It’s so rare to find such a strong and independent woman like her. I haven’t had a lot of women in my life that I look up to and I can honestly say I wouldn’t know where I’d be without her. She has been such an incredible support and friend to me. I only hope to be half the friend she has been to me. 

Even though our jobs are …. well … lol not so fun sometimes … I’m so happy to be in it with them. 

I have a photo shoot tomorrow. I’m focusing more on work now. 

I want to start coming up with an idea a day. 

Haha we’ll see if that actually happens. 

<3 sweet dreams who ever you are reading. 

#agencylife

#agencylife

♥♥♥ No words .. just smiles :) #happymonday  #mosttalentedmaniknow #longesthashtagever

♥♥♥ No words .. just smiles :) #happymonday #mosttalentedmaniknow #longesthashtagever

Today I …

… want to thank Anonymous for your note. 

I’ve printed it and posted it in front of my computer at work so I won’t forget the truth and kindness you shared.

<3 

Going to Apotheke to celebrate Billie Holiday’s birthday! Hopefully I don’t miss my 9am client call lol. Wish me luck <3 

#truth

#truth

Today I …

Today was hard. Really hard. 

It’s settling in. It’s becoming evident. I am no longer able to deny. 

I’ve lost someone very important to me. 

I’ve been holding it in, and now it’s slowly coming out. 

I’m letting go. 

Before I always thought letting go felt like a breathe of fresh air. This feels like I’m being hit by a bus. I’m crushed under the tire and there’s no moving me. 

I know it’s for the best, but … something’s holding me back. Something is suffocating me.  

I’ve been through much worse than this in the past. I’m much stronger than this. I know it.

I think my soul just needs to be sad for a moment. Enjoy the hurt. Enjoy it because soon I will never hurt again. Soon happiness will find me again and it will never let me down like this ever again.